i really feel lost right at this moment im still trying to figured it out but i guess there's a lot of reasons...im hurt!im in such a pain...& yet cant find someone to talked too...

*sigh* its ahmed's 19th birthday today & i remember if were still together its our 4th yr aniversary...well,i called him to greet him & he's already sleeping so his older sister wake him up we didnt talked that long just for 1:48 seconds...he has a date probably he's tired...& i was on hurry i woke up late...
well...well...well..they watched MATRIX without me (again)...ill find a way to watch it this weekend...huhuhu..i know my bro wants to see that movie so if i ask him he will say YES
im sooooo tired yesterday...soooooo... coz i wasnt able to take a rest or nap after my work here at LAOC, they picked me up & go straight to RRCC...oh my god...im so sleepy...i wanted to chat to my friends last night but i decided to go to bed...*sigh*i know they will understand...& today, same thing yesterday they going to picked me up here at LAOC then what!?!go straight to RRCC...im tired I NEED A BREAK...
he called me early this morning about 7:40am im still wondering why he called me i tried to call him back but he didnt answer his phone...*sigh* i miss him...

I Honestly Love You
Olivia Newton-John

Maybe I hang around here
A little more than I should
We both know I got somewhere else to go
But I got something to tell you
That I never thought I would
But I believe you really ought to know

I love you
I honestly love you

You don't have to answer
I see it in your eyes
Maybe it was better left unsaid
This is pure and simple
And you should realize
That it's coming from my heart and not my head

I love you
I honestly love you

I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable
I'm not trying to make you anything at all
But this feeling doesn't come along everyday
And you shouldn't blow the chance
When you've got the chance to say

I love you
I honestly love you

If we both were born
In anoother place and time
This moment might be ending in a kiss
But there you are with yours
And here I am with mine
So I guess we'll just be leaving it at this

I love you
I honestly love you
I honestly love you